Life. Some say its god's gift. Well, I do believe that.
Some believe that you can change your fate. I believe that everything is decided and written already by some unknown power, may be the Almighty.
Sometimes it happens to me that we can change what we are doing. But who knows what happens next. Everything depends on our moves. Yes, our moves.
Things happening around me recently have moved me a lot. And for the first time in my life I'm thinking about life and death. Not normal deaths, accidental ones. I am writing this with a heavy stone in my heart. Listen to me, A HEAVY STONE.
There is this guy named akash(name changed). We used to play basketball together in college. He was a junior to me. He was very good at the game. I envied his learning quickness. And today, he's no more. How does it feel ? Why did this happen to him ? What about his parents ? Friends ?
It's really painful. Very painful. Loss of a dear one hurts a lot. I am not much connected to him. But I feel a great loss. I will think of him every time I play basketball. I will feel his loss when I look at his friends. I will really miss him. This world misses him.
Life. Love. Affection. Loss. Pain. See how we are attached to the ones around us. They are a part of our lives. If one gets detached, how does it feel like ? It's just like we lost a part of our body. We get stunned when we think about the loss. Life is just like a spider's web. With all the complicated connections and traps. We get more and more attached to the things around us. As soon as they become too dear to us, it becomes a life's trap. When we lose it, then we are done. We go into a deep state with all this pain inside us. At such time, everyone thinks about life. Everyone try to understand what exactly it is. Well, I am in the same situation too.
But, all I can say is "Life, I don't exactly understand you!".
Young people dying daily. Some with diseases, some out of hunger, some due to accidents. But all these ones are not given time to live their lives fully. I often think why are all these worthless politicians and all given their full time life and not these poor chaps ? That's life. Life is a bitch. It is all destined. When a kid is born, all his fate will be written. People who he'll meet in the future, people who he will end up with, people who he'll give birth to. Everyone. There is no chance that he will escape anything that's gonna come to him. If he is destined to become the President, its sure that he becomes. If he's destined to die of hunger, then he will. Some people quite contradict this. They say we can change anything that comes in our way. They say, If I want to eat a burger now, I sure will. But I say it is destined that you'll eat the burger or otherwise. I believe in what I say. I believe in what I can do. Yeah, that's life. When I am sure about what I am saying and a million people contradicting it, I am ready to fight 'em all. I want you to believe that we cannot escape what that's gonna come.
There are some people who call themselves fore-tellers. Some are true and some are bull-s**tters. There is a case where some fore-teller who told our family what's gonna come to us. All he said is true in our case. As he foretold, we bought two houses, we lost something et-cetera. How could he predict something that is going to happen in the future ? This is just a proof of what I believe in. FATE. We cannot escape anything.
All these random paragraphs, thoughts, experiences, preaching are just some of my views of Life.
I just want to live my life happily till the second before my death. I swear to me that I shall surely enjoy my death too.
"Life. I know what you are. What you do. You are a gift. I will enjoy living you. Thanks for giving me a good time till now. I am seriously waiting for the hard times that you're gonna give me.
Love.
The Artifex."
Some believe that you can change your fate. I believe that everything is decided and written already by some unknown power, may be the Almighty.
Sometimes it happens to me that we can change what we are doing. But who knows what happens next. Everything depends on our moves. Yes, our moves.
Things happening around me recently have moved me a lot. And for the first time in my life I'm thinking about life and death. Not normal deaths, accidental ones. I am writing this with a heavy stone in my heart. Listen to me, A HEAVY STONE.
There is this guy named akash(name changed). We used to play basketball together in college. He was a junior to me. He was very good at the game. I envied his learning quickness. And today, he's no more. How does it feel ? Why did this happen to him ? What about his parents ? Friends ?
It's really painful. Very painful. Loss of a dear one hurts a lot. I am not much connected to him. But I feel a great loss. I will think of him every time I play basketball. I will feel his loss when I look at his friends. I will really miss him. This world misses him.
Life. Love. Affection. Loss. Pain. See how we are attached to the ones around us. They are a part of our lives. If one gets detached, how does it feel like ? It's just like we lost a part of our body. We get stunned when we think about the loss. Life is just like a spider's web. With all the complicated connections and traps. We get more and more attached to the things around us. As soon as they become too dear to us, it becomes a life's trap. When we lose it, then we are done. We go into a deep state with all this pain inside us. At such time, everyone thinks about life. Everyone try to understand what exactly it is. Well, I am in the same situation too.
But, all I can say is "Life, I don't exactly understand you!".
Young people dying daily. Some with diseases, some out of hunger, some due to accidents. But all these ones are not given time to live their lives fully. I often think why are all these worthless politicians and all given their full time life and not these poor chaps ? That's life. Life is a bitch. It is all destined. When a kid is born, all his fate will be written. People who he'll meet in the future, people who he will end up with, people who he'll give birth to. Everyone. There is no chance that he will escape anything that's gonna come to him. If he is destined to become the President, its sure that he becomes. If he's destined to die of hunger, then he will. Some people quite contradict this. They say we can change anything that comes in our way. They say, If I want to eat a burger now, I sure will. But I say it is destined that you'll eat the burger or otherwise. I believe in what I say. I believe in what I can do. Yeah, that's life. When I am sure about what I am saying and a million people contradicting it, I am ready to fight 'em all. I want you to believe that we cannot escape what that's gonna come.
There are some people who call themselves fore-tellers. Some are true and some are bull-s**tters. There is a case where some fore-teller who told our family what's gonna come to us. All he said is true in our case. As he foretold, we bought two houses, we lost something et-cetera. How could he predict something that is going to happen in the future ? This is just a proof of what I believe in. FATE. We cannot escape anything.
All these random paragraphs, thoughts, experiences, preaching are just some of my views of Life.
I just want to live my life happily till the second before my death. I swear to me that I shall surely enjoy my death too.
"Life. I know what you are. What you do. You are a gift. I will enjoy living you. Thanks for giving me a good time till now. I am seriously waiting for the hard times that you're gonna give me.
Love.
The Artifex."
3 comments:
u`ve said that u know what life is but u dont .... ur correct on a part that everyone is deemed to become sumthing in their life but most of them dont become that due to their mistakes and wrong decisions ,so life is just dependent on our karma`s not god or any unknown power.... every thing that happens in your life has a reason try to understand & unfold it. for more views on life wait for my first post in my blog
Dude, thats just MY OWN view and idea. Neither you r correct nor me. I am right acc to me. You r right accdng to you. You cannot judge me, right ?
just dont say that i dont knw wat m talkng about. just say, i dont believe that. ok ?
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